Jan 26, ’63
We have finaly left the Boats and are camped in sight of Vicksburg. my health is not very good but I still keep with the Reg. We have got our tents pitched in the Valey of the Miss. on an old plantation not far from the River, and the probability is that we will be drounded out for the River is rising very fast and it is raining and does not look much like Stopping. our men are now engaged in diging a trench to turn the current of the River. trying the same plan they did last year and if they get it to work as they want it to I suppose they will have no fighting at Vicksburg for my part I am getting discouraged it dont seem that our Generals are trying to bring this awful war to a close. the troops of this fleet are most all the same oppinion. they think our head men do not care whether this war closes or not.. they are faring first rate out of danger and get big wages and they dont care anymore for us than they do for so many hogs.. if a private dies hear he is buried like a hog and his loss is morned by no one but his friends at home. who cares for our sufering here. does our General No. does our Colonel, No. does our Captain, No. there is nobody but the privates in our ranck that cares for a sick one. they simpathise with one another and do what they can but they can do but little for every one has to look out for himself. when I enlisted I expected to fare hard when it was necessary and could not be helped but we fare hard whare it is unnecessary a great deal more than we do when it is necessary.. the men in our Regt are dying of(off) every day one day there was six died. and of them that are now in camp there are nearly about half fit for duty. when we were at Memphis we had 85 men in our company fit for duty and we have only 23 fit for duty now. I could put up with the hardships better–that is I would feel more encouraged–if our Generals would try to close the war. you know nothing of the misery and distruction of war and never will till you are engaged in it. You may think I am homesick but I get along with that a great deal better than I thought I should. if I was where I could good fare I beleave I would be happy, and I am not alone in the thinking as I do the majority think the same thing Your letter that I got last was dated Jan 4 you said Gov (Yad?) had orders to get all of the diserters together and send them to their Reg. without punishment if they are of my opinion they will not come back punishment or no punishment, but I dont see the policy of it, you stated that Louisiana had been loyal to the Government. I think it looks like it. we are now Camped in Louisiana and we can’t find a white man nowhere. They are all _______ _______ and the Southern part is full of Rebels. You said you had sent me some papers. I have got only one paper and that was when I was in Kentucky, and whether the Oficers get them or not is more than I can tell they are so mean you cannot tell what they would do. Lu. Carhart
(Second sheet of paper) I should like to have a paper if it could be sent handly. I should like to get some news from home. we do not get any news only by letters. I should like to know what they say about the war if you can send the Gacette I would like to have it, you spoke of Deb Smith’s coming home and the condition that he was in.. if you had been at the battle of Arkansas Post (some call it fort Hineman) and seen the distruction there the way men were torn to pecies you would have thought Delbert came out (stricken out) done well to come out as he did.. I cannot tell and you cannot know how dreadful it was till you see the horrors of war. it is diferent from what I ever amagined if you would think it safe to send me some money in a letter I should like it very much. There is a chance to buy Bread from the Boats I am sorry that I have to ask for it, for I am so much trouble but I am willing to spend some of my wages for something to eat when I sufer so for it. I am sorry you Sent that Butter by Hover for it cost so to send it and then I did not get it. if you think it safe to send money send a half dollar Bill in a letter a half Dollar will be enough at once and then if it is lost it will not be much that is the way George Sacketts Mother does by him and he gets it, we have not got any pay from the Government since we left Delaware and do not expect any very soon. there are Solders in this fleet that have been in the war commenced and the(y) say that this is the hardest trip they ever took. they say they never saw such hard times before and they are deserting every day they cannot stand the hard fare. I want you to write and let me know what you think of the mater and what the prospect is of this awful war coming to a close, give my best respect to all friends and tell them to write, write soon and often. L. Carhart. (Editor’s note: Battle of Fort Hindman was fought January 11, 1863) ð 7 3 February 22, 1863 On Computer at resource center





